I want to end this story before 27 november.
I can't love him.
I just can't.
Impossibility is impossible to be possible.

Today is full moon.
And I know that it is not my day.
Feel so down.
Feel so bad.

I don't want him to know.
But I'm afraid he knows it.
I'm so lonely being with him.
There's a invisible wall between us.
He's a good friend, and I want to be his friend.
I'm so sadddddddd.

My emotion swings.
Okay, wait for the ballet class tomorrow.
Dance makes life easier.